3 take-a-ways

 I have made my husband more anxious than ever regarding our political misfortunes in this nation, not on purpose, but perhaps via osmosis, and sheer momentum of my perseveration and sad intervention with pure EVIL, in the form of TRUMP and the countless demons at the ready to enable and encourage his insidiousness! I had never recognized EVIL, the pure essence of bad versus good, wrong versus right, until faced with it continuously over the past almost four years in the form of every word, action, deed, lie, fraud, intent, and crime demonstrated with such expertise by the indulgence of a mentally incapacitated individual suffering from numerous mental health conditions and syndromes, as TRUMP. I write all of this (and if you have read any of my blogs or postings you already knew everything I just said), BECAUSE, Joe decided we should watch the Vice-Presidential reality show titled a debate. I honestly had still been recovering from the first train wreck a few days ago, and my body still needed more oxygen to heal, but if Joe was THAT interested, I would, of course, sit with him, and not permit the anticipated angst variety show to be something he had to bear on his own! Afterall, Clearance Thomas, Joseph Alito, and perhaps Amy Coney Barrett, our same-sex-marital vows included for better or worse!”  

 

So much to say, but I believe it was the entire absence of any emotion, or facial expression, coming from Mrs. Pence’s Little Boy, and Donald Trump’s Puppet, Mike Pence, accompanied by lie after lie, fiction as steroids similar to the drugs consumed by Trump providing him with an even more irrational reality, that honestly captured my gut, and made the entire DEBACLE, as unbearable as possible. Pence made certain he used those MAGA words like FRACKING/GREEN DEAL/BERNIE SANDERS/LIBERAL/ to appease his cringeworthy Trump fanbase and had to have mentioned the name of either President TRUMP, or Donald Trump over 8,000 times. All of which, he spoke demonstrating HIS inability to NOT provide any empathy, but pile on the BULL SHIT.

 

But there were three take-a-ways, from the DEBACLE, which haunted me, and wanted me to lash out at Joe, for his request that we watch this fiasco: The first was, that I actually thought I saw a reflection of the fires of Hell in Pence’s right eye, a reddish hint of something I had only seen in Supernatural movies of possession, (the Media is wondering if that was indeed Pink Eye. The second was the fly landing on Pence’s head, which, again if you ever watch movies about Possession, you know that once the flies arrive, the Devil has entered the room. And the third, just evil, and just as scary, the comment that Trump could not be a Racist, because he has Jewish Grandchildren! I stopped caring that once again the MODERATOR, was useless, and no one really answered her questions, and I pretended that this was more than just one more TRUMP excuse for attention. And then Joe and I  looked at each, sighed, and headed for bed!

Three New Things

 A few more what the fuck has happened to this nation! So Facebook has now banned the hashtag Proud Boys, not because it was the White Supremacists who initiated the page, not because the Proud Boys has claimed to be proudly White Supremacists, NOPE, NADA, NONE of THAT…THAT would have made too much sense, and provided the people at FB who somehow thi9nk living in their Ivory Tower makes them understand the ethos of the nation, and or receive plenty of kickback from Conservative Wealthy Donors…the hashtag Proud Boys was suddenly dumped because, the GAY BOYS decided to take ownership and shame the White Nationalists, and call them out. Suddenly being Proud and a Boy meant accepting your own sexuality…and it seems THAT WAS TOO MUCH FOR FACEBOOK to tolerate! If not, then I am really curious as to why, when the LGBTQ community decided they were Proud Boys Facebook censored the #Proud Boys once and for all!

 

So no more Stimulus Checks, from the Congress, because Trump is waiting to be re-elected and thinks he is going to punish all of us if we do not vote for him. See, America here is the thing, if the Majority of Republicans in the Senate decided that we the people were more of a priority, than kissing Trump's COVID riddled ass, they would override any perceived Presidential Veto. See, America, Congress creates law and then usually passes them…if Congress truly believed that their constituents counted more than the verbal abuse from trump or his bullying, they would unanimously vote yes on a Stimulus Package…The House has done it almost three times already…So, Americans when you go to vote (if that IS still a thing) remember that the Senator from your state is he or she a GOP Goon, just gave you the Middle Finger.

 

And not last nor least, but for now, the end of THIS rant, who gives a shit if anyone working for Trump gets ill from COVID. Honestly, except for the valets, and housekeeping staff, and of course the Secret Service, and the Military Guards, anyone who still remains working in the COVID Pandemic Epicenter of America the White House, and does not quit or leave or find another rock to crawl back under, who the fuck really cares…we know Trump DOES NOT CARE…so please new people ANNOUNCE all the newly infected White House Staff, because they decided working for a dangerous despot is more important than their lives, and more disgusting the lives of their family members and friends! 

Hippocratic or Hypocritic

 And now it is the destruction of Walter Reed Hospital, and the once professional and educated medical staff, hired to work in an institution, that the Military and previous politicians and people of power, embraced as a true sign that intelligent life could survive in the United States. Nothing remains the same, nothing ever matters, and nothing is surviving the sociopath and his mentally disturbed and delusional psyche, known as TRUMP.

 

Over 200,000 deaths from a disease which easily became a Pandemic, and a spur (not too unlike TRUMPS, own bone spurs)toward the political machinations and mayhem and manifestation to remain in power, by TRUMP, but even with the death and dying and decay of a society, TRUMP feigns victim, and preys upon the nation, encouraging distrust, and villainization of the scientific and medical communities because they know too many facts! Pretending to either become ill from COVID, or actually attempting to catch it spread it and then with the assistance of the best medical treatment, only he is offered, OR pretending that COVID is such a manageable illness, that only wimps and Blue State snowflakes actually succumb from it, TRUMP now figures he can be the real HE-MAN UBER AMERICAN, by letting us know the COVID is just a MEH, on the aggravation of life cycle!

 

I don’t care if he lives or dies from this disease, but here is what I do care about…I want to know why suddenly almost en-masse, and by SECRET ORDER, most Repu8blicans suddenly admit to being positive from COVID…(are they that concerned about losing the election that they place themselves on the TRUMP chopping block, thinking they will receive the pity vote) AND I want am PISSED as I can be at the so-called Physicians who treated TRUMP at Walter Reed, and why they decided to forgo their The Hippocratic Oath (is an oath of ethics historically taken by physicians. It is one of the most widely known of Greek medical texts. In its original form, it requires a new physician to swear, by a number of healing gods, to uphold specific ethical standards.) and replace it with a HYPOCRITIC ACTION, by lying to the public about this Pandemic, acting in concert with TRUMP, and ignoring all professional protocol, let alone responsibly in informing the public about this Pandemic? And I want the American Medical Association to demand, a review of the Walter Reed physicians, and let the public know just what happened in treating TRUMP! And as an American, I want the medical records of the President of the United States (my public servant made PUBLIC…) For the Walter Reed staff to permit the fiction of this Pandemic to become as contagious as the CORONABVIRUS itself, is like committing pre-meditated murder!

 

CONTAGEON

 He might as well of have a ticking time bomb strapped to his chest, as so many young recruits from terrorist nations wore, as they walked into crowds, with the one attempt, that to murder as many innocents, was some kind of reward form their God! Usually, the suicidal bombers were tricked into thinking that their self-indulgence would be rewarded in some perverted form of heaven, but NO, NOT for Trump, his ONLY concern is the immediacy of reward that a mentally feeble and narcissistic abnormal maniac, madman, suffering from delusional dysfunction, celebrates, because CELEBRITY, and constant praise, is all that matters.

 

Please NO ONE, who reads this rant, dare send thoughts or prayers or well wishes, or we hope he recovers messages to Trump, because all of that is BOGUS BULL SHIT, and wasted emotion, toward a man whose empathy is extinct, and ridicule for any other human life than his nauseatingly high. Patient Zero, full of a contagion, careens  down a hallway, in a hospital, ignorant on purpose of the suffering and pain, death and dying of those around him, and as Gloria Swanson said in the movie ‘Sunset Boulevard,’  “I am ready for my close up!” Endangering not only the lives of those already ill, this creature, this self-consumed cartoon of a human being, places at risk the very men whose job it is to protect him from assassins, and instead acts as the assassin with each breath and bead of sweat-filled with the COVID Virus, ready to infect and sicken all of the Secret Service, with one exhale!

 

There has never been a space so low as for Trump to wiggle under and then dig deeper. His total disregard for the other has always been a prominent failure of his life. His disdain for morals or values, of quality of life of those around him, grows emptier and emptier as his mental illness grows inside his body, consuming any trace of humanity, that EVER has a chance to survive. I am appalled, the People of America should be appalled. The mere fact that a contagious carrier of a disease, whose proportions have grown to that of a PANDEMIC, was permitted to kill at will, is something, not even the most ardent MAGA/FOX MORON/or member of the Republican Cult should condone. Trump is a dangerous man in so many ways, and his demonstration of NO RESTRAINT, and SOCIOPATHICAL DESIRE to be celebrated, should be called out as attempted manslaughter, and he should be not only confined to a hospital bed, but to one in a prison for the very mentally unstable criminal! 

what is real!

 “What is seemingly driving the urge to believe that there is a grand nefarious plan afoot is that we are at an emotional nadir. We are experiencing something deeper than rage fatigue, coming after a cacophony of events that have undermined our ability to accurately discern the truth, pattern match, and operate strategically. This is all happening at a volatile moment for our democracy and clearly raises the stakes for the coming election;there is already distrust on every side None of this is occurring in a void.” By Sabrina Hersi Issa, human rights technologist/THINK)

 

I have been looking for some kind of sense, sentence, assurance, sensibility, credibility, certainty, for ALL of the madness which has been the year 2020, and along comes the true grit, that a grifter and his greedy gaggle of goons have suddenly contracted COVID, all at one time, and at a precious and precarious time in what I believe to be a limited amount of time for the survival of democracy thus the demise of my own, (and of the people I care about) destinies! Suddenly the CRUEL-KIDS, the creatures of the night, the deniers, the contemptuous for the Constitution and the laissez-faire felons of law and order (even though they beg to be the bullies of LAW and THEIR FORM OF ORDER,) have succumbed to the HOAX, the hilarious plots and schemes of the Progressives to somehow convince America that science and medical intelligence matter, hoping that as long as Trump remains popular that he can control the narrative of the mindless lemming, the raving racist, the feckless fool, and the handmaids of hate!

 

Never transparent but nefariously opaque, because too much truth will burn the flesh from the folly of the foolish, we suddenly know even less about the true health of Trump, the events leading up to his illness, and his intentions to ignore all common decency and become a super spreader, OR, sadder for me, is witness to a conspiracy which in any other time of US history would be too convoluted to even comprehend let alone contemplate! So, now attention is to be drawn on Trump’s recovery, this foolish fart, this arrogant asshole, this maniacal monster, whose only concerns and care have and had been about himself, and NOW we are to wonder will he get well!  And then that sick thread of conspiracy, a cloak he wears so well has shrouded the entire nation, this time even more smothering than before. YEAH, I have either been had, refuse to remain naïve, just loath this man so much or am tired of being played the fool by ENEMIES OF THE STATE, that I have wonder, even more than ever…what is real!

 

QUESTION

 QUESTION: If a person understands that he has a virus, and ignores all of the consequences, the inconveniences, the obvious negative reactions, and pretends to be oblivious to the amount of poison he is spreading, BECAUSE, the only thing that matters are his OWN SELFISH, NARCISSISTIC, delusions of grandeur, TRULY what kind of PERSON is he?

 

QUESTION: If the minions of mites, that enable, encourage, a person, who contains a virus, able to super spread, and decimate the lives of not only the losers who throng to see him, smell him, adore him, but then also affects innocents whose employment is to protect him, and all of THESE SELF-SERVING, Flying Monkey’s refuse to admit the truth, that COVID is thriving with each inhale, or touch or sneeze, or obvious mentally ill array of vile commentary flowing like lava, and they suspiciously look the other way, or act as I was just following orders, TRULY, what kind of people can they be?

 

Question, if you know you are a danger to society, because you carry the vile venom of a virus, hoping to find host after host to halt their very being, and if you know the person you support, prop up, promote and motivate to continue dancing with danger, which leads to the death and destruction of others, and foolishly yourself…TRULY why are you not considered an accessory to manslaughter and placed in prison.  QUESTION: Is it still a HOAX, when you have been and are still well aware of the dangers of COVID, and encourage, COVID to ravage, and reign supreme, decimating the lives of Americans because your goal is to destroy democracy!

Nothing

 After the DEBACLE, errantly named the First Presidential Debate, I grew so full of remorse, and true anger, I had to take time and wonder, exactly what could or might, would, or will come next. I, the next day, had time off from my summer part-time job, and honestly, HAD TOO MUCH TIME, to perseverate, ruminate, and have that pit in my stomach take root, and branch out to all locales of my physical body and emotional soul. One who always bragged about never being SILENT, I suddenly felt all kinds of emotions that normally should have been placed on paper but instead plummeted inward, and an overwhelming sense of doom became the maestro of my mind and body; having it all played in a grave tempo. All that sounded in my mind was a dirge: A dirge is a somber song or lament expressing mourning or grief, such as would be appropriate for performance at a funeral. And so, I relegated my rant and raves to run rampant in my mind and did not write a blog. 

 

No need to recall or regurgitate all of the toxic rubbish, rushing like a tsunami from the entire sweaty, bloated face of a sociopath, interested in no one or nothing but himself, the Talking Heads, the Journalists, even that weirdest of American describing themselves as undecided voter had their 15-minutes of fame, and either in direct horror, denial, disgust, or oblivion of the truth, responded, reminded and recalled the TRAVESTY. All of Trump’s complete evil laid heavy within my gut.

 

And, now today, we hear that Trump and Melania, have tested positive, with the Chinese Flu, The Democrat Hoax, the Pelosi/Schumer/Soros Medical Coup…Unmasked, almost the entire Trump Crime Family, and the Entrails of Enablers, sitting in the audience, almost as if to prove the point, there “AIN'T NOTHIN' TO SEE HERE” botoxed smirks, providing a MIDDLE FINGER to the Cleveland Clinic, and the American public tried to provide fodder to the foibles and fiction that COVID, happens only to the average American and is not something anyone Trump needs to deal with. (And a HUGE shame toward the Cleveland Clinic for permitting no masks) And TODAY, October 2, 2020, we hear that the WHO’S WHO of Trump-Light Zone, have tested positive. AS IF…THE SHOCK OF IT ALL...THE SURPRISE…Oh, Mother Nature, you always get the last word do you not!

 

There is a song from the play ‘A Chorus Line’, called Nothing (Edward Kleban) "This man is nothing! This course is nothing! If you want something, Go find another class. Six months later I heard that Karp had died. And I dug right down to the bottom of my soul... And cried. 'Cause I felt... nothing.